Just endure a little more…
*Lengthy post going to be*
Life been quite exciting and hectic at the same time as I had just took my paper for Strategic Marketing and Market Research and I’m glad that I went through the process and regardless of the results will be good or bad at least I pull myself through this difficult period.
During the two papers, I had Law assignment dateline and juggling between other modules together isn’t easy as not just mentality pressurizing but also physical challenge. Its all about time management and discipline which dear had plans but due to the fact that I have my priorities he have to forgo the plans.
Had class earlier and asked dad if he’s going to attend my graduation ceremony though is a replica type of ceremony compare to the one I had attend during October. He replied excited tone in acknowledgement of attending. Kinda of heart-warming as I always find ways to let daddy says I’m important to him.
Nevertheless, what pushes me as my strength and motivation is that my hope enrolling into Bachelor is nearer and not to forget wearing the regalia with mortarboard is something I always look forward to.
I always asked myself, since I’m different from the past pursuing qualification and no matter what I’m still a woman who has to get married and have children. Should I just work and neglect my children, my family? I enjoyed my classes with the 61st intake because they always asked me how come you are so particular about pursuing a bachelor and tired yourself out? I replied them that, I wants my children to set us (the parents) as role model of achieving the basic qualification. Even if one day I decided to quit my job and stay at home to nurture my children at least I’m able to educate them without they mocking at me and if I decide to head back to workforce at least I will be able to find a decent job. Seriously, I think I would rather not be a stay home mum but to obtain a work-life balance career as its not my kind of life that I would want long-term. I would rather let his parents look after our child and hire a domestic helper to help out in the house chores rather that giving the helper to handle everything. His mum also agrees so that is off my shoulder load. But most importantly is for the sake of my child.
Previously when I was in the process of the course I was quite demotivated due to the fact that it was tiring and long journey but now its all worth the effort I had put in all this while.
Looking forward for every challenges that’s going to be approaching in the near future.